[	Current Mood	|	Crappy.	]
[	Current Music	|	Please don't stop the music - Rihanna	]

Shar & I went swimming today. Finished Amaths homework and some revision of  about 3 topics. Gotta speed up. So, the weather was rather hot, and Shar insisted on tanning after knowing that i'll only become charcoal and not tanned! Haha. Swam 30 laps, and i feel damn good la! Altho, it's not immediate effect, i felt as if i lost lkike one or two kg?! Gosh, i feel lighter, and my thighs seem slightly smaller. I guess its the mentality, but anyway who cares. And my hair's damn longg! But i likeee, hahah. So, i know it's the wee hour and Shar and I are webcamming. Doing all the crappy stuff luh! HAHA, *winks* 

Emo times are over, Sharr! (:

[	Current Mood	|	Crazy!	]
[	Current Music	|	B's remix. *winks	]

HAPPY SWEETEST 16th, CHARLENE!! <3
Always loved hanging out with you and all. Hope you really enjoy your your con ccamp!
Lots of luck with that okay! haha.
All the best, and stay smiling always, braceface! 

[	Current Mood	|	Happy! (:	]
[	Current Music	|	So Confused-Raghav	]

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY, SHARR!



Thanks for always being a listening ear for me, you've always been there for me, thru tears of joy AND happiness! And words just can't express how i feel. I'm just so lucky to have you, dearest sweet partner! You're the best, love you so muchhh! <3


So, today was Shar's surprise sweet 16th birthday bashhh! HAHA, cabbed to Karin's place with Beatriceee! And then, Siti & Char were already there! Ordered Pizza Hut (Siti, don't you think the delivery guy was awesome?!) Amanda came for a while! Like for the most importnt part! HAHA. jking. And we were having a rather good time.we were so happy when the next day was actually, MT O's! Gosh, but you know, i don't believe in last-minute studying! (Like real!) Hahaha, and then chilled for a while cam-whored, explored Karin's book shelf! After that we left, i compassed with Beatrice, then chit-chat! Gosh, hot gossips after a long time pleaseee! Then, caught up with stuff, and homed! 

  

HAPPY 21st DEV BOYYY! 



<3 much, *winks*

Mummy came home, with so much of chocolates, candies, jokes, stories and many more? Gosh, she's so funny. Like 20 various chocolates! And, i asked her why dint she get me a nice pullover and she told me "We're gonna go there anyway what, then you can choose your own!" She has even decided for me. How awesome. I won't have the heart to leave my friends and B. Gosh, how'd i survive ! Shan't think about that yet! Dad takes everything so easily. Forcing me and my sister to go there. And their brainwashing waork like maybe 50%. Gosh, tough decision to make. And for a indecisive person for me, its harder! 

Apart from that, yesterday was the day! I was waiting for it for dinosaur ages I swear, but it just came in at the wrong time. Why now? I moved on, and almost got over you. Now you come and knock my door. I swear this is unfair! I love B. But i used to love you so much and you didn't give a shit. I started believeing in Karma the day I met you. Thank god for that! I can't just leave everything else behind, GOSH! Larve's continous questions and few words of wisdom from Leshia really made me think a whole lot! (: 


I love you alot B! Don't worry, forever yours! Miss you, truck loads ):

[	Current Mood	|	Cranky	]
[	Current Music	|	Shar's voice! HAHA.	]

HAPPY FAMILY!


I MISS MUMMY!


So mummy flew off to Australia for like 6 days yesterday! She had been super understanding recently. No mood swings and stuff. Gosh, and she had to go! So, went to the airport and sent her off. Then, dad went for overtime! So, the house was ours that night. LOL. Since we dinnered together, my sister and I had dessert with Dearest Larve. Had fun with you laughing partner. Then was all the way to TTSH! Gosh, long ride! So, went to see Dev! Haha, poor fellow! Sick like no one's business! Then, homed quite late thought there was school the next day! But, of course that's okay. 


I heart Laughing Partner! She's always there for me! *winks

[	Current Mood	|	-	]
[	Current Music	|	Geek in the pink-Jason Mraz	]

It's been almost a month since i last blogged. Just never really had the mood. So Mid year is making life tough. Getting on my nerves! Sometimes, i just go for the paper, after briefly reading thru. And when i study like crazy for the paper, i either feel like i'm gonna flop it or not able to do it. Gosh, i just want it to end really soon. Then, for 2 weeks, it'll be Mother Tongue Programme. Just tamil papers the whole day at school, and nothing else. Oh my! Hopefully, it helps me to ace my O's. I really need A for my Tamil. Cos humans is getting into me, can't handle the SBQ at all, i swear! June's gonna be my study marathon, gottta buck up on everything. No more lazing around, and using the comp as often.I din't mention the talking-on-the-phone part cos i can't live w/o that useful device! HAHA. so i'll cut down on computer instead. Can't wait for the weekends. Gotta start doing my Amaths TYS, haven't really started on it! And start on the second emaths TYS! Zomg, tuition's gonna be revision from this week onwards. Which's good, hopefully i know most of my stuff! Aiming for a A for that for O's too! Am i planning too early, or is it supposed to be a good thing? I dunno, and I don't care. I'm becoming a very self-scented person these days, i just dunno why. Not forgetting the easily-irritable part! Oh and I and Siti, webcam-whored like crazy todayy!

Baby we could rock the night alone,

[	Current Mood	|	Bloated,	]
[	Current Music	|	Can't help but Wait - Trey Songz	]

K♥S, alright! HAHA, *winks*
Oh, btw, the K stands for me, and S for Sharr! I love you, shar!



Anyways, Sharrrr! I told tyou all these happenings were for good righttt! haha, always listen to me, the one with "motherly instincts" people say! HAHAH, anyways, don't worry so much, as i ALWAYS say, tables WILL turn when your right time comes, ayte! haha, yup, so throw all the tension away one side, and go do your english homework plussss some revision for mid years! they are right behind us, roaring already! Better get your ass down to some studying, in order to ace O's and go to your dream school. Oh and best of luck, kayy! toodles, <3

I gotta have you and I cannot wait now, ♥
I guess it's more than a crush.
Yes, i'm indecisive.

[	Current Mood	|	Crazy	]
[	Current Music	|	See you again - Miley Cyrus	]

If you look closely, both the pictures are taken similarly, haha!

To the dearest SourFriend out there,
I really missed you, hot date soon ah! :D
I always have fun talking/chatting/hanging out with you!
Missed & Loved muchh;

Flash Backs of how the status SourFriend came about, makes me laugh my ass off!

[	Current Mood	|	Happy	]
[	Current Music	|	Sensual Seduction-Snoop Dogg (Remix)	]

Sports Day was just a blast at Bishan stadium! After mass at school, Pabs, Shaks, Pav, Duga, Thanas and me, bused down to J8 ! Then lunched at Pizza Hut, which was the BEST ever! Haha, the 6 of us will know why, and then, diana met me for awhile, and we talked! And diana, you haven't changed that much afterall, you're still thick-skinned! HAHA, joking luh. Anyways, walked to bishan stadium after eating and rushed to change Into my cheerleading costume! haha, then had a run through and saw Sparkk, damn embarassing luh! Then after my cheerleading ended, i saw Diana again at the stadium, oh and easwary also! So cute la! Eh best, you're very very pretty now, i hope you turn straight soon! (: Loved much! Anyways, after that, had fun and all, and again, Yellow was champion house! HAHA, by luck this time i guess! And then, me, Easwary, Larve, Leshia and Aida dinnered at Pastamania! And yet again, i and diana met! And the important bet! HAHA, i'm not forgetting that! anyways, homed with Aida. Had a great time yesterday, love y'all! <3

[	Current Mood	|	Blank	]
[	Current Music	|	Take you there-Sean Kingston	]

  



I <3 you Shanky Wanks! 
Missed you truck loads! :D

[	Current Mood	|	Loved;	]
[	Current Music	|	Piece of me-Britney Spears	]

Today, Pabs, Shaks and Me, caught Jumper at Plaza Sing! Then trained to Vivo! Met Jub & Val, for awhile! Err, after that window shopped around at Vivo! Haha, so I decide to bring mummy there sometime soon! LOL, and then took tea-break at Ben&Jerry's! Strawberry Cheesecake and Cookie Dough is the best everr! HAHA, oh and that brownie dessert thingy! Shiok feeling yoz! 
Anyways, I'm still so amazed how the friendship between the 3 of us, has been lasting for so long, we've been friends for 10 years, dude! Love y'all; my awesome bunch of friends! :D

[	Current Mood	|	Over-ly, happy.	]
[	Current Music	|	With you - Chris Brown	]

Just as i was changing my perceptions about you, and trying to change the way i was in order to concentrate in my studies and all, you just made one phonecall which was barely 3:47 but it made my day. I swear this happiness will keep me hyper for another month or so. It's just so hard getting over you, cause everytime i take a big step, you'd do something which makes me fall down and there i go, drowning again!

And oh, I'm into you and
Girl no one else would do
With every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can't be the only one
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel..

You're my heart
You're my all time sugar-rush!
You're my all-time craze!

[	Current Mood	|	Broken!	]
[	Current Music	|	Will you - Chris Brown	]

Come to me, we will leave this world behind,
 and make our own world.
I'd just burst into tears and rush into your arms.

When will that day come?

[	Current Mood	|	Blah	]
[	Current Music	|	Bebot (Remix) - BEP	]

Okay, today's Renuka's last day in S'pore! uhm, anyways, Bon Voyage! Have a good time in Australia! Hope you'll enjoy yourself, take care. 
I guess I'll miss you! (:
P.S: Don't worry I won't let out those secrets we had discussed earlier, in Sec 2 i think! ((:

Anyways, dinnered at Popeyes, with Siti, Charlene, Karin & Shar! Actually, the food was quite tempting, haha. Its alright, i controlled, okay! Then cam-whored, sent Renuka off, and homed with Siti and Char! Siti ah, you and your nonsense! Want to sit alone all! HAHA. 

[	Current Mood	|	Glad	]
[	Current Music	|	That Girl-Frankie J	]

PICTURES, AS PROMISED! (:

[	Current Mood	|	Happy!	]
[	Current Music	|	The Way I Are (Remix)	]

I ♥ YOU GUMMYBEAR! <3

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY, GUMMAYE BEAR! 
You've finally turned 15 at the end of the year! 
HAHA, hope all your dreams come true and you enjoy yourself! 
Missed much;

[	Current Mood	|	Blank	]
[	Current Music	|	Sweetest Girl - Wyclef Jean, Akon	]

One day with you,
Just one day with you,
All the things we can do,
Everyday I think of
one day with you,
No one else but us two,
All our dreams would come true,
If we just get together!
♥

[	Current Mood	|	Crushed	]
[	Current Music	|	Bubbly - Colbie Caillat	]

I realise, i'm always so lazy to drag my lazy ass to the comp, to update my blog! HAHA, anyways, have been going out quite alot! Today woke up at 12! Then, talked to Larve! Finally, woke up and decided to do the usual morning chores. After that, travelled the long way down to beloved Larve's house there! After hanging around for awhile and having lunch, decided to meet Leshia all at TM. So, we cabbed down and slacked at Starbucks. I always tend to have good memories at Starbucks! I love Starbucks la, my good luck maybe! Anyways, sat own and chit-chatt-ed for hourse, i guess?! Then, at seven plus, bused down with Leshia and Larve to White Sands, then I decided to go home cause I had to buy dinner for Dad and i was freezing to death! So, i went home from Pasir Ris! I felt like i met her after a long time, but in fact it was! Cause i'm meeting her after she's back from London! AHAHA! (: I missed you; 

[	Current Mood	|	Sad! )):	]
[	Current Music	|	I'll Be Missing You- Puff Daddy&Faith Evans	]

Okay, today's so sad okayy! Today's the 30th and my dearesterestest laughing partner is leaving to London which is so far away from me lah! Hahaha, I woke up at 930 to go early to the airport to send her off, but my dearest sister took too long to choose her clothes. So in the end, we cabbed there and only got to see her for a few minutes and then she went in already! )): But still, I'm glad that I wen to send her off, and I don't regret though the cab was a litlle ex! But it's okay. Then, Pops & I lunched at Starbucks, and homed! 

Eh, Laughing Partner, I will really miss you alot okayy! I hope you have a safe trip and enjoy it! And 10 days is not gonna be easy for me! There'll be no one to be calling me every moment to ask me what I'm doing, and no one to call me at odd times, and to scream ''WAKE UP'' if I'm falling asleep while talking to you on the phone! HAHAHA. Like yesterday, I could have strangled you for that okayy! HAHAHA, But I was glad that we talked till like 3plus?! HAHA, eh, don'tthink i'm very happy know! There'll be no one to talk to me at night for hours, before either of us fall asleep! AHAHAHAH! I'm counting down to when you're coming back to S'pore! HAHA. Anyways, I'm starting to miss you already! Take care, love! <3

[	Current Mood	|	Superb!	]
[	Current Music	|	Kiss Kiss - Chris Brown	]

Alrights, so, Shanky’s Sexaye 18^th was reelie a bash, I swear. Uncle drove us, (Preeya&Me) down to the place, somewhere near Clarke Quay. Yup, love the super cool car! More rides please! So, wished the prettaye birthday girl and yup, started mingling. The food was good, the people were nicee, made new friends, had fun! (: Yeah, Oh, & her mum’s totally awesome luh! She gave  a pleasant surprise; when the belly dancer suddenly appeared and woah!, totally sexy mann! HAHA, she’s the next Shakira, yaw! :D So, danced a little, talked a bit, I don’t like drinks, but I smoked sheesha, (if that’s how you spell it) though! Love the awesome food! Yup, then left at, elevn or twelve plus! Released the Helium balloons. So cute lah! HAHA. Then, after much hesitation and walking around, cabbed to The Cathay! Watched the ‘Super Bad’ Movie. Yeah, I know its M18. Being, the youngest, 15, there, I felt a little small! HAHA, although I’m not, (in size!). So having all her daring JC friends there, they decided to sneak me in, err, SUCCESSFULLY! Hahaha, :DYup, then slacked till the movie started, then cabbed home after it ended! Nice knowing you guys! (: Oh, and pictures will be up soon.

So, once again,

HAPPY SEXY 18^TH, MY DEAR SHANKY WANKY!

After that was CIP again. Part 2 cause we wanted to have more fun, plus more more points. HAHA. Yup, it wasn’t that fun, with some fools around but yeah, between us, it was just ‘TOTALLY!’ HAHA, (inside joke) Then, trained down to town! Walked around after lunching at Pastamaia. Yup, talked and talked, so much of crap! HAHA, but t was so fun. I love you guys; You make me happy! Then trained home, cam-whored at Compass. HAHA, funny shit! Then, we bused home! Pictures soon!

I love you, Yi Xuan!

Don’t worry, though your hand’s like in this state,

I’ll still hold your hand,

Cause you’re my darling PTS!

Love love you much! 

[	Current Mood	|	Happy	]
[	Current Music	|	Give it to you - Eve Ft. Sean Paul	]

Okay, shitty exams are over! I know my results ain't that fantastic but I'm just gonna live life to the fullest before I get into those deep shit that I deserve. Anyways, today was CIP day. Got up at like seven thirty! Got dressed and went to meet, Pabs & Shaks at Plaza! Had Macs for breakfast and waited for piggy Jan! HAHA, she came 'pretty fast' I must say! LOL. Then bused down to Buangkok and met the rest! Had fun painting and all. After that, bused down to AMK Hubxz! HAHA; yup, went to Macs to chill. So as usual, gossiped. With, YiXuan, Beatrice, Pabs, Shaks, Gladys, Jillian and Jan! Yup, then we all took 88 back except Jan! Sorry, Miss Thomson! HAHAHA! ;) Then cam-whored, as usual. I had so much fun that I could even forget my worries for the day! Alright, gotta go for Shanky’s sexy 18^th partaye now. I’ll update later! Pictures will be up laterzz!

But once again, the day doesn't go by, without me thinking of you! (: 
The memories just flash in my head, playing like a film without a sound.

[	Current Mood	|	Heartbroken!	]
[	Current Music	|	The way I are-Timbaland	]

Yesterday, was so fun, yo! We went shopping after school. So went for the 3H meeting, got our coupons, then left school with Miss Goh, Deannah, Beatrice, Thanashiry, Pabita, Shakita, & Val. We walked to compass, talking all the rubbish. Then shopping was at cold storage! HAHA, we actually went to shop for ingredients to cook, bake and stuff for FamilyDay. So after everything's done, accompanied Miss Goh to school to put the things, and then all to my house; val couldn't make it though. Anyways, we had so much of fun, playing, baking, talking, mixing and all the shit. HAHA, and with Thanashiry a.k.a Kunjiboy, there, sure thing mann, and Buddyboy too! Then all the baking ended at 1130pm! yeah, almost midnight. But damn fun. (:

So, finally, Family Day was today! Beatrice and Deannah came to my house in the morning first. ((; So fun, we had prata with choc., ham&cheese and all the stuff la! Then later, took the polaroid picture with Akina, and the Silver+Gold 'statues.' Actually, took to give them support and also memories la. haha, so, after that i saw DIANA! Gosh, i was so shocked i din't know what to do. Hmmph, as usual, she was looking hott! <3 Then, went to the dance floor, with Kunjo Boy and all! Had fun la, though it was dark. I felt so useless cos I din't know how to entertain HER! It was too sudden. But yeah, talked for awhile, walked around. Then, saw Spark and her friends. Hmmph, she so cute la. Anw, SHE starting going with Spark all. I was sad that we dint really talk like ... but I was damn shy la! Gosh, I din't know I could even be shy! LOL. Anw, she danced and all. Yeah, its okay although we dint hang out and talk much, at least you had your own fun with your friends! I'll be happy for you. (: Then, finally, wrapped up everything and compassed with Shankie Wankie and Pops. They came last minute la, but its okay, at leats they still came. TSKK. Lunched at BK just because SHE was there. & the best part is, I NEVER eat BK okay! haiy, then chit-chatted until 5 plus, then   home-d! (: I just love you, my hottie!

Although time flew by like paper in the wind, 
I will never ever forget the times I had spent with you.
Those sweet little memories mean everything to me. 
They're like my little treasures.
When time goes by and I sit down to think about it, 
I'll feel happy that a least I had you as a friend by my side.
I was glad to hear that you cared for me,
But it's too pain to see another in the arms of yours. It hurts the most.
I gave you my heart although it was bleeding and broken.
So I just shall wait for the day and see if you will ever be mine.
In my heart, in my mind, you'll stay with me for all of time.
♥ I love you just the way you are.

[	Current Mood	|	Blah	]
[	Current Music	|	I Don't Wanna Be-Gavin Degraw	]

Haha. Its so funny, I went out the day before NDP, on NDP was the performance, and the day after NDP! This shows that I make good use of my school holidays! Haha, or else, what are they for! Anyways, today afternoon I went out to meet Larve, at City Hall! Her hot bung friend, Leshia, was there also! So hot, please! HAHA, anywyas, so cool i got to know her! Then, we walked around cos the friend went somewhere, we talked. Then, went to Bugis! I won't tell why, cos it's a secret! HAHA, then after awhile we went to town! Walked everywhere. Although we did dumb crappy things, it was quite fun la! The things we talked about and how they reacted! HAHA! Later, went to Larve's condo at Tanah Merah! Wahh, it was so nice la! But her room's small though. But it's cosy for just one person! Saw ****'s profile and all! Then went over to her old house, they wanted to smoke and all! So yea, just tagged along! After all that, they wanted to go elsewhere, but I was getting late, so i cabbed home! Thanks for the day out, larve! <33 much much! (:

[	Current Mood	|	Crazy!	]
[	Current Music	|	Dance Dance- FOB	]

NDP'07
Yesterday was the sex! First, met Beatrice and Gael at 1030am! We went ot eat breakfast! But, we bought back instead, to my house. We ate, played, talked, uploaded songs into every device we had! HAHA, and yup crapped around! Then did we realize, we were late! We ran all the way! We sneaked into the hall, but got noticed by Mrs Elan. She didn't scold though. 

The rest were so memorable please! I din't expect it at all! We sang songs and saw the NDP Journey videos. Thanks to Ms Iris Teh! Then one round of rehearsal, in the school hall. Fun Packs were given out and Miss GGoh was so nice la! She gave us small stuffed toys from IKEA! So adorable please! After all that, off to the village! 

So, as usual, we played around, sat and gossiped ina group, kept going for field trips with the Indian Clan for more dosage of MILO! yeah, then we cam-whored since it was the last time we were gonna be there for NDP with those funnt fairy costumes and accesories on us! After that, time flew by really fast! We went to put on the make-up. Then, my hair was already done, yeah credits to Pops the Great! (my sister!) HAHA! <3

So, all these efforts for the past 6 months was for this 4-minute dance that evryone was waiting for to be over! But once it has reached the end, everybody wants to turn time back! Hmmph! Anyways, i just have something to say:

Thanks to all the people who have been there to give me company, when I was alone. And thanks to the friends, I've made through this NDP journey as you've definitely made things better! And yeah, I did have fun although there were sucky times at first! I learnt that things get better over time! <3

[	Current Mood	|	Amused	]
[	Current Music	|	MSN's beeps!	]

I can see us holding hands,
Walking on the beach our toes in the sand,
I can see us in the country side,
Sitting in the grass laying side by side.

And you rock it much better.

[	Current Mood	|	Awake	]
[	Current Music	|	California-Phantom Planet	]

NDP kills.

Hello all. I feel wide awake. Saturday was NDP practice. Once again, Saturaday night's burnt down to ashes. Humph! Anyways, it wasn't that bad. Quite fun actually with the people around me. The to-and-fro trip was funny. Watching the rest make fun of that stupid chinese teacher who deosn't know the definition of fun. LOL. Yup, so dinner was KFC, thank god there was no chicken! Then, finale was just a total embarassment for me! Home-d at like eleven. 

So yesterday was the day out! Pre-youth day outing maybe. HAHA. So Pops and I left at about 4, bus-ed to gardens! Waited for Shanks! While waiting, went to eat prata at RK Eating House. Mann, it was damn good! I ought to go back there soon! Yup, then her mum fetched us to her house! Watched her get ready! Phew, she's like a supermodel! HAHA, mindblowing la-Shanks! *LAUGHSOUTLOUD*  Train-ed to town and walked around aimlessly. Then train-ed again to esplanade there! Watched Trella play their set! At last, they play on a Sunday and I can go without worrying about NDP practices! ((: Saw Chloe, Holly, Cheryl and all. After that, we walked around for awhile and HOME-D! <3

Today's Youth day holiday! Gosh, thank god, no school. I really need this break! So, supposed to go out with Easwary. But all my plans have been crashed cause she can't go out! Nvm, i guess after school, is just our time. So yup. I'm getting quite bored. Oh boy, tmr's back to school with new timetable and all. Hurr, & then I've got NDp practice tmr again! Gosh, when will this ever stop? I'm gonna rent a movie then after that do my homework and revision. Bye!

Alone in this house again tonight,
I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
Theres pictures of you and I on the walls around me ,
the way that it was and should have been surrounds me.
I'll never get over you walking away.
♥

[	Current Mood	|	Fucked up	]
[	Current Music	|	The mixed tape-Jacks Mannequin	]

Eff, this world!
Fuck everything!

I watched the one I love,
love someone else,
and it killed me.